This one is for the part of you that already knows. The part that's been quietly aware for a while now that something in your life has run its course. The job. The relationship. The version of yourself you built for other people's comfort. The one that's exhausted from pretending it doesn't know exactly what you want.

I talk about why we stay in things we've outgrown, how staying is actually costing you, and what happens when you stop playing it safe. When you shift from panic to purpose. When you stop forcing and start allowing.

This is for you if you're at a crossroads or if you're sick of feeling like you've lost yourself in the shuffle of life. Because I have and I get it. Press play for an injection of how to move from staying small to taking a big leap.

Programs and Resources

1. AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page
2. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
4. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
5. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
6. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

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I'm baaaaack! And I'm bursting with excitement!

After 3 weeks off with tons of napping, snacking, dreaming, and pulling my arrow all the way back, I'm returning with the concept that's going to define everything going forward: the Afterglow.

What happens after you do the shadow work. What's waiting on the other side of the descent. The part nobody in this space is talking about.

This episode is a reframe, a manifesto, and a homecoming all at once.

Shadow work is not the destination. The descent is not the point. And I refuse to build something that keeps you living in your wound forever. Get in, do the work, get out, get on with your life. That's the philosophy. Always has been.

Oh! And the Afterglow program is officially open for waitlist. Eight weeks. Beta pricing. Founding member energy. Doors open for enrollment May 10th. My 40th birthday. Obviously. AAARROOOO!!!

Programs and Resources

• AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page
• FREE Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
• My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Permission granted to do the same. It's spring break, y'all!

Programs and Resources

• FREE Chiron Astro Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
• My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
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Disclaimer:

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This is CHANGE YOUR LIFE energy. The only question is, are you game?

Key dates this episode:

• April 1 — Full Moon in Libra
• April 9 — Mars enters Aries
• April 12 — Mars conjunct Neptune
• April 16 — Chiron Cazimi
• April 17 — New Moon in Aries
• April 19-20 — Mars, Saturn, Mercury pile-up in Aries
• April 25 — Uranus enters Gemini (until 2033)

Mentioned in this episode:

Clon Bedell, Queer Cosmos https://www.colinbedell.com/

Programs and Resources

• FREE Astro Report to Find Your Shadow in Your Birth Chart → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
• My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

The science is in. The research is real. And somehow the loudest conversation about all of this is still happening on wellness TikTok between mushroom gummy ads. Let's get into it!

ENTER THE VOID!

In this episode I get into:

1. the science of psychedelics and the studies fueling what we can finally prove
2. how humans has always tripped balls for as long as we have records
3. my own experience with psychedelics and microdosing
4. the importance of integration and reverence
5. 3 ways to tap into the magic that goes beyond the "biohacking" trends

Mentioned in this episode:

MAPS https://maps.org/

Paul Stamets https://paulstamets.com/

Neuroplasticity research https://open-foundation.org/psilocybin-and-neuroplasticity/

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Astro Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
3. All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
2. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

They were called a healer, a midwife, a medicine keeper, until that knowledge became threatening. Then they called her a witch and tried to burn it out of her. It didn't work.

In this episode I get into:

1. the real history of witchcraft
2. who witches actually were and why they were targeted
3. how 1.5 million practitioners and 8 billion WitchTok views brought the witch back
4. and how to begin a practice if something in you is hungry for something real.

This one is for everyone. The witch has never had a gender. She has a hunger.

My coven, Way of the Witch is open until April 1! Come practice magic with us!

Programs and Resources

1. WAY OF THE WITCH IS OPEN! https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven
2. FREE Chrion Astro Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
4. All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
2. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

But this episode isn't more calendar history or astrology. It's about what actually happens in us when we stand at a threshold. The psychology of why fresh starts work, why beginnings are also endings, and why you can't fully step into something new while you're still dragging the last chapter behind you.

I get into the Fresh Start Effect (yes, it's a real psychological phenomenon), the shadow work of endings, and why the Spring Equinox hits different than January 1st ever could.

Pop back to the December episode here: January 1st Is Not the New Year

In this episode:

1. Why thresholds and fresh starts actually work on us psychologically
2. The grief inside every real beginning that nobody talks about
3. How to close a chapter for real — not just move past it
4. What it means to cross a threshold instead of standing in the doorway
5. The one question to sit with at the Spring Equinox

Press play and get ready to launch into a brand new era!

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
3. All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
2. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

This one goes deeper. This one is messing with your narrative, your unconscious, and the stories you've been telling yourself that are way overdue for a rewrite.

This week I break down:

1. what's actually happening in the sky right now
2. why this retrograde has a distinctly karmic, emotional, almost dreamlike quality to it
3. why spending three weeks in survival mode means you're going to completely miss the point
4. the shadow work this transit is specifically designed to surface, and what to do with it
5. the real things to watch for: mental fog, emotional contagion, communication breakdowns, and yes, the exes
6. how to work with this energy so that it doesn't work you

Take a deep breath, press play, and learn how to work WITH this energy rather than against. If you still want to blame everything on Mercury after listening, permission granted!

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. COVEN: Way of the Witch closes April 1 → https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven
3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
4. All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
2. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

And if you've been feeling even vaguely disgusted by the performance of business-as-usual while the world is actively on fire, you're not alone.

In this episode I break down what's actually happening when you're expected to function normally in deeply abnormal times and the specific psychological wound that comes from having to keep showing up to your life while witnessing things that violate everything you believe. There's a name for what you're feeling. And it's not anxiety. It's moral injury.

In this episode:

1. Why the wellness, spiritual, and influencer space is hitting different right now, and not in a good way
2. The difference between anxiety and moral injury and why correctly naming the wound changes everything
3. What it actually costs you to perform normalcy when nothing is normal
4. Why your values are the most important information you have right now
5. How to stay a conscious, informed, awake human being without completely losing yourself in the process

This is a call to create more than you consume and to stop giving energy to anyone who is going about business as usual.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
3. All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
2. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Because darkness doesn't collapse when it's hidden. It collapses when you shine a light on it.

This episode covers the spiritual, astrological, and cultural framework for understanding why this specific moment in history was always going to look like this. And why that's actually good news.

In this episode:

1. Why disclosed corruption is defeated corruption — and why this moment is the audit, not the apocalypse
2. Pluto in Aquarius (2023–2044) and what the last time this transit hit tells us about where we're headed. Hint: it was the revolution era for a reason
3. The divine feminine rising and why it's directly connected to truth coming to the surface
4. Neptune in Aries: the spiritual warrior transit and why your spirituality needs a spine right now
5. Real-world examples of people rising, systems cracking, and the cultural shift already underway

This isn't a political episode. It's a pattern recognition episode. And once you see the pattern, you can't unsee it.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
3. All Programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

You've tried the affirmations. You've done the mindset work. You've set the intentions. And yet... HERE YOU ARE AGAIN.

Here's why: You're trying to fix the visible problem while completely ignoring the invisible wound that's actually running the show.

Your shadow is in the driver's seat. And you don't even know it exists.

In this episode, I'm breaking down:

1. What your shadow actually is (and why ignoring it keeps you stuck in loops)
2. How your Chiron sign and house reveals your deepest wound
3. Why this is the FASTEST way to start shadow work if you don't know where to begin
4. What changes when you finally meet the part of you that's been sabotaging everything
5. How to find your shadow without spending years in therapy guessing

This is tough love, slap-in-the-face truth. People have told me the free Chiron report made them cry because they finally felt understood. It's uncomfortable. It's revealing. And it's the most liberating thing you'll ever do.

The thing you're most afraid to look at is the thing that will set you free.

Ready to stop running? Grab the free Chiron Shadow Report below and find out what's been dictating your life in silence all these years!

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Astro Shadow Report to Find Your Chiron → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

If you’ve been feeling the urge to manifest harder, visualize clearer, or clutch your vision board for dear life during eclipse season, this episode might lovingly ruin that for you. 😌

Eclipse season is not a manifestation portal. It’s a surrender portal.

In this episode, I riff on why trying to “control the outcome” during eclipses often backfires because eclipses work on a different timeline. They interrupt, reveal, destabilize, and reroute. They don’t respond well to micromanagement.

Today I talk about why eclipse energy is more about trust than effort, why things can feel wired and exhausted at the same time, and why this particular Aquarius solar eclipse is stirring collective themes around belonging, truth, nervous system overload, and the future we’re collectively building.

I also break down:

1. Why eclipses tend to dissolve what’s no longer aligned (even when we don’t want them to)
2. The difference between “calling something in” and letting the universe reorganize your life
3. The larger astrological backdrop happening right now and why it all feels so intense
4. What to do instead of manifesting when clarity feels slippery and control feels tempting

This episode is about trusting what’s already in motion and letting the universe take the wheel.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

We talk about why so many of us think our intuition is broken, when really, we’ve just been listening to everyone else’s opinions, timelines, and “shoulds” for way too long. I share how easy it is to confuse anxiety with intuition, and how the ego can sound urgent, loud, and convincing … while the soul is quieter, slower, and doesn’t need to explain itself.

I also go into the difference between fear-based guidance and true inner knowing, why intuition doesn’t shout, and how constant self-correction can disconnect us from our own internal compass.

This isn’t an episode about fixing yourself or learning a new technique. It’s about remembering. About softening. About noticing where you stopped trusting yourself, and why that actually makes so much sense.

If you’ve been questioning your instincts, outsourcing your decisions, or feeling disconnected from your own yes and no… this one is for you.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Because right now the internet is fully romanticizing the idea that if you just decide something is true, it’ll magically work out. And listen, sometimes that mindset is actually powerful as hell.

And sometimes?

It’s just avoidance in a cute outfit.

In this episode, I’m breaking down when “the delulu is the solulu” and when it quietly turns into spiritual bypassing, nervous system freeze, or straight-up lying to yourself.

I get into:

1. Why acting “as if” can genuinely change your life
2. The psychology behind why confidence before evidence actually works
3. The moment delusion stops being playful and starts being harmful
4. How manifestation turns toxic when it disconnects you from reality
5. The difference between faith and avoidance (and how to tell which one you’re in)
6. What conscious delusion actually looks like — belief that moves you forward, not keeps you stuck

If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re trusting the universe… or just not wanting to deal with something uncomfortable, this episode will hit.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Today I’m talking about the parts of ourselves we don’t want to integrate. The ones we wish never happened. Not the soft, Instagram-friendly shadows like dimming your light. Or even that shadows that focus on what others did to you or your wounded inner child. But the moments where we hurt someone. Where we straight up caused harm and moved on with life, with an over-sized bag of shame.

This is the kind of shadow work almost no one wants to touch. Because it’s not about reclaiming power. It’s about responsibility.

I talk about why it’s easier to face the places where we were wounded than the places where we had agency, and how pretending those parts “aren’t us anymore” doesn’t actually free us, it just buries them.

In this episode I talk about:

• Why unintegrated shadow doesn’t disappear, it leaks

• The difference between accountability and self-shaming

• How cruelty, judgment, avoidance, and superiority often come from distorted protection

• Why integration is not approval and never justification

• What real wholeness actually asks of us

This episode is an invitation to stop trying to be spotless… and start being honest.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

When I lost my dad the day after Christmas in 2024 I was just hoping the survive the year of firsts. I never imagined the first year after his death would be filled with so much life, creativity, adventure, joy, and new beginnings.

My disco ball soul was shattered at the end of 2024, but now a year later I’m shining brighter than ever 🪩

This book is going to show you just how potent and productive looking at your darkness can be.

This is what's possible through shadow work. I wouldn't be where I am if I didn't go into my darkness and ask what it had to show me. I've centered my entire career around shadow work because I've seen first hand that it's literally the key to everything you want to become and do.

This episode is testament to what "doing the work" can do and how to make your shadow sparkle.

AAAAAARRRRROOOOO!!!!

Programs and Resources

1. Way of the Witch Coven CLOSES JANUARY 7: https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven
2. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Because if you’ve ever felt exhausted, behind, unmotivated, or low-key resentful of “new year, new you” energy, this episode is your permission slip to stop blaming yourself.

January 1st is NOT the new year we've been told it is. And pushing yourself to reinvent yourself in the dead of winter actually does more harm than good.

In this one, I pull back the curtain on the calendar itself and how we got tricked into something that robs us of our power.

If you’ve ever felt like something about the New Year rush didn’t sit right in your bones… this episode will put language to that feeling.

No resolutions. No hustle.

Just truth, a bit of fascinating history, and a gentler way to move through the season.

Programs and Resources

1. Winter 2026: Way of the Witch coven https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven
2. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
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Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

I laugh, I cry, and /i keep it real like always. Grief isn't something to push through. It's not an inconvenience, although our society might have you thinking otherwise.

Grief is proof of love. And if your sick of the energy of "holly jolly holidays" this one is for you.

If the holidays feel heavy this year…

If you’re missing someone…

If you’re grieving a person, a version of life, or a season that will never come back…

You’re not alone.

You’re not doing it wrong.

And you don’t have to carry it quietly.

Mentioned in this episode:

The Wild Edge of Sorrow by Francis Wheeler https://www.amazon.com/Wild-Edge-Sorrow-Rituals-Renewal/dp/1583949763

Laura Lynn Jackson: Signs + other books https://lauralynnejackson.com/

Programs and Resources

1. Winter 2026: Way of the Witch coven https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven
2. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

And no, not in the Instagram “new year, new me ✨” kind of way.

We’re leaving a Snake Year and a global 9 year, which basically means the universe has been shaking your life like a snow globe and watching what falls apart. If things crumbled, burned, broke, ended, dissolved, disappointed you, ghosted you, or revealed their true form?

Yeah. That was the curriculum.

And now we're walking straight into a 1 year… and a Fire Horse Year.

And listen, everyone online is acting like this is some sparkly fresh start.

But I’m here to tell you the real truth:

2026 isn’t a clean slate. It’s a construction site.

It’s not a “glow up.” It’s a rebuild.

It’s not “new beginnings.” It’s identity initiation.

This episode is the conversation no one else is having. Because everyone wants to sell you optimism, but I want to tell you the truth.

In this episode I cover:

1. what a Fire Horse year actually means
2. why Japan’s birth rate dropped 25% last time we have a Fire Horse Year
3. the rise of powerful, untamable feminine energy
4. why a 1 year feels disorienting, not exciting
5. how to calculate your personal year & what it really means
6. Saturn + Neptune in Aries (aka identity demolition meets spiritual clarity)
7. why next year burns what you’ve outgrown and ignites what you’ve denied
8. the real emotional experience of stepping into a new 9-year cycle

If you're tired of spiritual bypassing, manifestation rainbows and unicorns, and fake positivity…

This episode is your permission slip to feel the raw truth of what’s unfolding — and the power in it.

2026 isn’t coming to bless you.

It’s coming to activate you.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Astro Shadow Report → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

You’re afraid of what your power will change, of the identity that will die, of the unfamiliar and unpredictable, and unknown.

Because when you rise, things shift.

Relationships recalibrate.

Identity rearranges.

Old comfort zones dissolve.

Your life gets bigger than the person you’ve been.

And your nervous system LOVES a good predictable mess.

It hates unfamiliar peace, unfamiliar success, unfamiliar ease.

In this episode, I dive into:

• why the ego clings to the familiar even when it sucks
• that WILD Michigan fMRI study where the brain literally panics at the successful future self
• why you sabotage right when something starts working
• why consistency feels terrifying (it's change, not sabotage)
• how identity death is the real shadow of expansion

and the truth nobody wants to admit: success is only scary because it guarantees change.

If you’ve ever wondered why you retreat, retract, procrastinate, or stall right when things start getting better… this episode is your mirror.

You’re not afraid of rising.

You’re afraid of what rising will require.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

But before you pack emotional armor for Thanksgiving, let’s talk about something juicy:

Your triggers aren’t meltdowns waiting to happen — they’re portals.

Yep. This week on Love, Light & Black Holes, we’re going right into the spiritual lion’s den:n family, holidays, emotional landmines, and the shadow work hidden in your aunt’s passive-aggressive comments.

In this episode, I’m breaking down why the holidays turn us into emotional werewolves… why your nervous system reacts before your brain even registers what’s happening… and how to move through family triggers without flipping the entire table over the cranberry sauce (tempting, though).

We’re talking:

• Why your body remembers your family before your mind does
• How triggers are actually invitations, not punishments
• The version of you your family resurrects (even when you’ve outgrown her)
• Real-life examples we can all relate to (yes, including “You look tired”)
• How to handle holiday portals like the spiritually evolved badass you are
• And why sometimes the most sacred thing you can do… is hide in the pantry with a cookie

This one is real, raw, and honestly one of the most relatable episodes I’ve ever recorded.

Listen before you walk into the holiday lion’s den. Your shadow will thank you — and your future self will avoid a felony.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

We’ve somehow convinced ourselves that being peaceful all the time is the goal — like inner peace is the new personality trait. But what I’ve learned (through life, shadow work, and a few cosmic smackdowns) is this:

sometimes the most spiritual thing you can do is scream into a pillow at full volume.

In today’s episode, we get into the messy truth the wellness world avoids:

• Why “inner peace” can secretly be a trauma response
• Why your body doesn’t want calm — it wants completion
• How sacred rage is actually your path into real peace
• The neuroscience behind anger, suppression, and emotional bottlenecking
• Why softness after rage is stronger than pretending you’re chill
• And why your soul doesn’t want constant regulation… it wants permission

This is the episode where we break up with performative peace and come back into actual aliveness.

Because if you’re never angry … you’re probably not being honest.

Grab your matcha, get cozy, and let me tell you why your rage is medicine — and your peace is stronger because of it.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

In this episode, I revisit something I wrote a decade ago while living in Granada, Spain, back when uncertainty meant adventure, not anxiety. Back then, I chased the unknown through cobblestone streets and open roads. But after the quantum crumble of the past few years, I’ve learned that uncertainty isn’t something you conquer… it’s something you befriend.

In this episode I talk about:

• Why the ego craves control but the soul craves expansion
• How science proves uncertainty is literally the fabric of reality
• Why softness is the new strength (and surrender is sacred)
• What Hartmut Rosa and Gabor Maté teach us about letting go
• And how to find peace when you have no idea what’s next

If you’ve been fighting to “figure it all out,” this one’s your permission slip to stop gripping and start trusting. Because control is an illusion — but presence is real.

Back then, uncertainty felt like freedom.

Now I know it’s the portal to everything real.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Press play on this MICRODOSE that packs a mega dose of wisdom.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Like you’ve been journaling, meditating, shadow-working your ass off. And somehow still feel stuck? Or even like things are getting worse?

Yeah. That was me. I was compulsively focused on healing, which made me think I was broken. And that ain't it!!!!

In this episode, I share the story of when I realized I’d become addicted to healing. It was right after I lost an IUD inside my body (yep, lost), had surgery for fibroids, and watched them grow right back. Like my body was screaming: “you can’t fix what you won’t feel.”

That was the moment everything changed. I moved from panic to purpose, from control to surrender, from obsessively “working on myself” to actually living as myself.

In this episode I go deep on:

• How healing can quietly become a form of avoidance
• Why your nervous system can literally get addicted to processing
• What it means to stop identifying with the “wounded self”
• How to move from endless shadow work into integration and embodiment
• And the exact moment I realized: I wasn’t healing anymore, I was hiding.

This one’s raw, real, and probably not what you’ve heard before.

It’s not about giving up on healing. It’s about remembering what healing is for.

If you’ve ever wondered why your “inner work” doesn’t feel like it’s working anymore, this episode will change how you see everything.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Grab your tea, your oat-milk latte, whatever and let’s talk about what it really means to make peace with all the versions of you that came before.

Because here’s the truth: they were doing their best. The one who stayed too long, the one who settled, the one who self-sabotaged, the one who didn’t know any better… she’s not the enemy. She’s the reason you’re here.

In this week’s Love, Light, & Black Holes microdose, we’re diving into:

• Why rejecting your past keeps you stuck in the same loop
• How accepting your past selves brings your future self in faster
• How to actually forgive yourself without bypassing accountability
• The 3-step process I use to reconnect and integrate those old selves
• A short mirror ritual that’ll leave you soft, grounded, and free

Think of this as the cosmic version of a catch-up with your best friend who loves you enough to tell you the truth: your past doesn’t need to be erased, it wants to be embraced.

Programs and Resources

• NOCTURNE: 21-days of Shadow Work → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne
• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

I just got back from an AI summit that was supposed to be about tech… but every speaker kept talking about the same thing: being more human.

And it hit me. Artificial intelligence isn’t replacing us. It’s revealing us.

In this episode of Love, Light & Black Holes, we’re diving into how AI can become your spiritual thought partner — a tool for subconscious reprogramming, shadow work, and self-discovery that mirrors your inner world back to you.

This isn’t about outsourcing intuition or bypassing your humanness. It’s about learning to use AI as a conscious mirror. To see yourself more clearly, to code new beliefs, and to integrate your mind, body, and spirit through intelligent reflection.

Here’s what we get into:

• How AI helps you talk directly to your subconscious (and why that’s huge)
• Why traditional self-help and talk therapy are evolving — fast
• How to use AI ethically, consciously, and spiritually (without losing your soul)
• The Soul x System Method: a 3-step practice to mirror, recode, and embody your next evolution

This is the future of awakening. Not higher, not holier, but more human.

⭐️ Let me know what you think of this episode! I know it's going to be controversial, but I'm so curious about your thoughts. Email me at magic@lovelightandblackholes.com or DM me on Instagram

Mentioned in this episode:

The AI Surfer: https://theaisurfer.com/

Superconscious by Tom McCarthy: https://www.superconscious.io/

Vision Espresso: https://justgrowvisions.com/

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

This is the trap of what's called spiritual bypass. The tendency to use spiritual practices and beliefs to avoid dealing with painful feelings, unresolved wounds, and developmental needs. And nowhere is this more prevalent than in the "love and light" movement that dominates modern spirituality.

THIS is why Love, Light and Black Holes exists. Because the more darkness you can hold, the brighter your light becomes.

In this episode I talk about:

• How spiritual awakening requires both light work AND shadow integration
• The truth about high vibration vs. low vibration teachings
• Moving beyond toxic positivity and spiritual bypassing
• 4-step framework on how to actually alchemize
• Increasing capacity so chaos doesn't take over

⭐️ NOCTURNE starts on 10/23 for 21-days of grounded, anchored, and real shadow work! If you miss the live launch, the course will still be available here: https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

The spiritual ego is suuuuuch a big thing in the spiritual industry and community so it had to be talked about. If you're gonna go killing old parts of yourself and have a spiritual experience, please don't let your ego put your spirituality on a pedestal. That's not the point!

This 10-minute Microdose goes deep into the sneakiest part of the spiritual path: the spiritual ego. The one that turns awakening into an identity, healing into hierarchy, and growth into a performance.

I give you a quick deep dive on:

• Why the ego never really dies (it just rebrands itself)
• How to spot spiritual superiority and perfectionism disguised as “alignment”
• The 3-steps to stay humble, grounded, and human
• Ram Dass’s reminder that “The ego can convert anything to its own use, even spirituality.”

This is your reality check and your reset. A reminder that real spirituality isn’t about being above life, it’s about being deeply in it.

⭐️ This is the FINAL WEEk to join NOCTURNE! We start on October 23 for 21-days of shadow work that will have you feeling brighter than ever. Stop hiding behind your trauma and finally step into your full, electric power! https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Sometimes the only way forward is through your own identity funeral.

This episode is an initiation into the death of the old self. The version of you that’s outgrown its own skin. The one that keeps pretending, performing, or holding it all together when your soul is begging for release.

We’ll go deep into the spirituality, psychology, and energy of identity death and why it’s the most necessary and sacred part of transformation.

Here’s what we’ll explore:

• The signs and symptoms that it’s time for an identity death
• Why your ego resists change (and how an "ego death" is impossible)
• The spiritual and scientific mechanics of death and rebirth
• How to hold your own self-death ritual and write your own obituary
• What happens in the void between who you were and who you’re becoming

Featuring wisdom from Carl Jung, Joseph Campbell, Ram Dass, Pema Chödrön, and Alan Watts, this episode is a journey through shadow, surrender, and the dark night that births the dawn.

If you’ve felt the breakdown coming, this is your permission to let it. The death of your old self is exactly what you need to let your future self into the spotlight.

💥 NOCTURNE starts on 10/23 and is your portal to everything you want! That might sound like a big promise, but it's true. Shadow work is literally the key to unlock every door of desire in your heart. For 3 weeks we'll dive deep into the darkness so you can come out shining with your disco ball soul! Learn more and save your spot to do shadow work with me! https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

It’s 10 minutes of truth, magic, and real-world shifts to help you reclaim your power and remember who the f*ck you are.

⭐️ Ready to remember your power? You don’t need more healing. You need activation. Shadow work is the key that turns healing into momentum. Nocturne is where your shadow stops haunting you and starts helping you. We start on 10/23 for 3 weeks of soul-stirring magic that will have you feeling vibrant, aligned, magnetic, and like YOU again. Get in here before the price goes up! https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

I am a recovering people pleaser. I used to say YES without even thinking about it and then, usually, immediately regret it and then dread the thing I said yes to. And that is NO WAY to live. It's exhausting and at the core, it's self-betrayal.

Learn from my mistakes and set boundaries to create more freedom in your life. In this episode I dive into:

• how boundaries are freedom, not walls
• why boundaries have to start within, and then extend to others
• what it means when you set a boundary and someone gets mad (spoiler alert: they were taking advantage of you)
• the shadow work behind people pleasing
• the spiritual side of boundaries and how "no" is the most magnetic spell you can cast

⭐️ JOIN NOCTURNE! Starting October 23, this is a 3-week shadow work journey to take you from fear of the dark to dancing in the light. What you’ve been afraid to face is exactly where your freedom lives. Let's make you magnetic and draw all your shadows into the light, with love. Sign up here and do shadow work with me! https://lovelightandblackholes.com/nocturne

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

I developed 4-step shadow work framework after psilocybin assisted therapy in 2021 and I've been teaching it since then because it truly works. Here's the process, how I move through it, and how it'll bring brilliant light to your deepest, darkest, shadows.

Here’s how I do and teach shadow work:

1. Awareness — Noticing the trigger, the pattern, the resistance.
2. Understanding — Asking what it’s protecting, what it’s teaching.
3. Acceptance — Sitting with it, letting it be real, not bypassing.
4. Freedom — Integrating the lesson and feeling lighter, clearer, more myself.

If your shadows have been extra loud lately, this quick episode is your permission slip to stop running, turn toward them, and find freedom on the other side.

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

I'm obsessed with shadow work for a reason! It works! I've been talking about the missing piece in manifestation for years, and it's something the big gurus seems to completely glaze over: SHADOW WORK! You can do all the affirmations, journaling, meditations, and visualizations. But if you're not addressing shadow work first, you're missing a whole half of the equation.

SHAME IS THE SHADOW OF DESIRE

In this episode, I’m pulling back the curtain on the real reason your manifestations keep stalling: the unhealed shame, subconscious fears, and hidden brilliance you’ve buried in the dark. Because you don’t manifest what you want—you manifest what your nervous system believes is safe.

We’ll dive into:

✨ Why affirmations and vision boards aren’t enough without shadow work

✨ Carl Jung’s wisdom + the Golden Shadow (your hidden gifts)

✨ How shadow loops sabotage manifestation on a biological level

✨ The truth big manifestation teachers hint at—but don’t name

✨ Practical tools to integrate shadow so your desires can finally land

Shadow isn’t your enemy. It’s your untapped power. And when you embrace it, manifestation stops being a struggle and starts flowing like magic.

Download the FREE Slay Shame guide below to start manifesting effortlessly.

Programs and Resources

• FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

In this episode I’m spilling the tea on the Future Self Hack. I'll get into how shadow work, nervous system magic, and a little neuroscience can rewire the way you see yourself so you stop forcing and start becoming.

What we get into:

✨ Why your future self already exists (and how to tune into her frequency)

✨ The science that proves imagining = rewiring

✨ How your shadow stories hijack manifestation until you integrate them

✨ The tiny, everyday moves that collapse timelines and make magic inevitable

Get ready to receive miracles, see synchronicities everywhere, and wake up one day realizing you have everything you used to wish for.

DOWNLOAD THE FUTURE SELF MEDITATION https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation-page

Programs and Resources

• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

I wasn’t sure which episode to record this week, as I was in between two topics, and then I walked into my kitchen and saw the oven clock at 3:33!!! The universe answered for me. Haha! Hellloooo SYNCHRONICITY!

That’s how signs work. They’re not random, they’re winks from the cosmos. And the universe has JOKES!

In this episode we’re diving into the language of the universe and how to recognize it, trust it, and act on it. You're never alone, you just have blinders on to the magic that's all around you.

Here’s what you’ll learn:

• How to open your heart, mind, and eyes to the synchronicities that are ALWAYS all around
• The science of seeing signs: Baader-Meinhof, the Reticular Activating System, and quantum collapse
• The mystical side of numbers, animals, songs, and dreams
• How to actually ask for, notice, and use signs to guide your path

If you’ve been in the fog of uncertainty or feeling disconnected from your magic, this episode will show you how to see the universe winking at you and why those breadcrumbs always lead somewhere bigger.

Programs and Resources

• Free Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

The quantum crumble of 2025 is real. And eclipse season is here to make sure you don’t slip back into old, dusty patterns.

If your life feels like it’s falling apart, if you don’t know which path to take, if you’re overwhelmed by endings and beginnings all at once, this episode is your lifeline. Take a deep breath, press play, and remember that what looks like a wrecking ball is actually building the foundation for who you’re becoming.

I share about the great crumble of 2013 (which catapulted me to Spain with no plan, best decision ever), and the current one I’m in now. Quantum crumbles aren’t punishment. They’re life redesigns that feel like chaos until the dust settles and you realize you’re exactly where you wanted to be.

Have a listen and trust that your breakdown is actually a breakthrough!

JOING THE COVEN! If you’re witchy and want to cast spells this fall, and also change your life, Way of the Witch is open until October 1! https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven

Programs and Resources

• Free Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

Buckle up because this year's astrology is MAYYJAAHHH!!!! We're talking all outer planets changing signs, literal decades of cycles ending, and a whole new beginning. But this can also feel like a hot mess because endings and beginnings are overlapping. We're in the quantum crumble right now before we leap into a whole new vibe.

Paired with a 9 year in numerology (2+0+2+5=9), the Lunar Nodes changing to the Pisces/Virgo axis on 1/11/25 (hello eclipse season), AND the Snake Year in Chinese Astrology.

All of this means endings and it's all happening FOR YOU, not to you!

Trust the process, trust yourself, and trust that the universe is only taking away what you don't need.

This episode is exactly what your soul needs to hear to help make sense of this magical mess.

Mentioned in this episode:

Astrology Readings w/ Colin Bedel https://www.colinbedell.com/

Blog breakdown: The Astrology of 2025 https://morgangarza.com/the-astrology-of-2025/

Programs and Resources

• Free Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• Connect on my website + join The Void → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

What does your ego do when you hear (or read) "shame is the shadow of desire"?

When I first read this, I immediately rejected it. Like how RIDICULOUS that I would be ashamed of my desire *cure huge scoff and snort*

But as I dove deeper into it and told my ego to have a snack and a nap, my whole world exploded as I realized that I actually WAS ashamed of my desires. And that shame was keeping me away from taking any action on them and embodying my natural magnetism to manifest with ease.

In this episode I go deep on how shame blocks your manifestations and keeps you in a vicious cycle and thinking you're not worthy or don't deserve what you desire.

From shadow work to science, the quantum to accepting your shame, this episode is everything you need to hear if you feel stuck and like MAYYBBEEE you're in your own way.

Programs and Resources

• Free Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• Connect on my website + join The Void → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

This concept has been swirling around in my own soul since 2017 and I'm sure you'll feel the same after hearing this.

As humans we come here to "earth school' to forget that we're infinite and remember our brilliance through a lifetime of challenge and victories. After listening to this episode, you'll have a deeper love for the life you're living and how we're all connected.

And if you got dragged by life from 2022-2024, you're not alone. I go into what was happening in astrology that brought us all to our knees and how it was less a vibe shift and more a vibe demolition.

So if you've been looking for your light, or been feeling a little dim, let this episode jolt you back to brilliance.

Mentioned in this episode:

• Acid for Squares with Daryl Anka: https://youtu.be/74vYUvsO8_k?si=V5O-tLb9Qp9tDyhp
• Way of the Witch Virtual Coven: https://www.sagedshop.com/pages/way-of-the-witch
• Astrologer Colin Bedell of Queer Cosmos https://www.colinbedell.com/

Programs and Resources

• Free Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• Connect on my website + join The Void → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

From surviving a terrorist attack in India to the loss of my father, Dancing With Darkness is a raw, soulful guide to living fully.

Mentioned in this episode:

• Check out my 5-week shadow work course Unbothered AF on Saged https://www.sagedshop.com/collections/saged-courses/products/shadow-work-workshop
• Get the Shadow Work Workbook on Saged https://www.sagedshop.com/collections/saged-e-guides/products/shadow-work-workbook
• Read Terror in Mumbai: The Beginning of my Spiritual Awakening https://morgangarza.com/terror-in-mumbai-the-beginning-of-my-spiritual-awakening/

Programs and Resources

• Free Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/the-descent-journey

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• Connect on my website + join The Void → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

This trailer episode is your invitation into the void, where we spin shadows into stardust and turn the whole damn human experience into magic.

First full episode dropping soon!

Programs and Resources

• Free Guide: Slay Your Shame to Be Magnetic AF → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/slay-shame-be-magnetic-b
• The Descent: A Guided Journey to Reclaim Lost Magic → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/product-details/product/the-descent

Keep the Magic Rolling:

• Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
• Connect on my website + join The Void → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
• Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

• Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
• Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/