On this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her mom to talk about a reality that so many people quietly wrestle with.

She went to church. She believed in God. She followed what she was taught. But deep down, there was still a distance she couldn’t explain. She didn’t know how to get a hold of Him… and she didn’t realize she was missing the very thing she was searching for.

Until everything broke.

In her own words, it was in that place of emptiness—when nothing else could fill what she felt inside—that she finally cried out for truth. And God met her there.

Not through religion.

Not through tradition.

But through His Word.

What followed wasn’t just a small shift—it was a complete transformation. From confusion to clarity. From striving to surrender. From knowing about God… to actually walking with Him.

In this episode, Shannon and her mom talk about:

– what it looks like to grow up around faith but still feel disconnected

– the difference between religion and relationship

– how the Word of God became real and alive

– and how everything changes when you realize you have direct access to God through Jesus

This episode isn’t about where someone came from.

It’s about what God revealed… and how His truth changed everything.

If you’ve ever felt like you believe in God… but still feel far from Him… you’re not alone.

And you’re not stuck.

God is not hiding from you.

He’s closer than you think—and He’s inviting you to know Him.

"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all of your heart." (Jeremiah 29:13)

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In this powerful episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Freddy as he shares his story publicly for the very first time—a story marked by pressure, performance, addiction, and ultimately, redemption.

Freddy grew up in church, played football at NC State, and built a successful career in medical sales. But beneath the surface, anxiety began to take hold. What started as pressure to perform turned into a battle with identity that led him into dependency on ADHD medication… and eventually cocaine.

As success increased, so did the spiral.

Behind closed doors, Freddy was battling shame, addiction, and suicidal thoughts—reaching a point where he believed there was no way out. But in the middle of his darkest moment, everything changed…

God intervened.

In this raw and honest conversation, he shares:

• The hidden pressure behind performance and identity
• How anxiety shaped his life from a young age
• The slow drift into addiction—and how it took everything
• The moment everything came to light
• How God met him in his lowest place and began restoring his life

This episode is not just about addiction… it’s for the person who feels stuck, ashamed, and too far gone.

Because the truth is—you are not beyond the reach of God’s grace.

🤍 “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” — Psalm 34:18

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In this powerful episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Nicole Weider for a deeply honest conversation about beauty, identity, pressure, purpose, and the kind of transformation that only comes through Christ.

Nicole shares what it was like growing up in the modeling industry—being praised for her looks, stepping into a world that constantly pushed her to be thinner, sexier, and more “enough,” and chasing success in Hollywood that ultimately left her feeling empty.

As she searched for meaning in all the wrong places, she discovered firsthand that nothing the world offers can truly satisfy the human heart.

Everything changed when Nicole encountered Jesus.

She opens up about how her life shifted, how her identity was restored, and how her purpose became clear when she stopped asking, “What do I want?” and started asking, “What does God want from me?”

Nicole also shares about one of the most difficult seasons of her life—being diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. She vulnerably walks through the fear, the shock, and the surrender, and how she experienced the peace of God in the middle of uncertainty. What was meant to break her became the very thing that refined her.

In this episode, Shannon and Nicole discuss:

• the pressure of modeling and appearance from a young age
• the lies culture tells women about beauty, sex, and worth
• the emptiness that can come from chasing success
• finding Jesus and discovering true identity
• walking through a stage 4 cancer diagnosis with faith
• surrender, healing, and living with eternal perspective

Nicole’s story is a powerful reminder that while the world offers many things that promise fulfillment, only Jesus truly satisfies.

Encouragement:

For anyone feeling lost, insecure, or out of focus—this season is not the end of your story. God is near to you, even here. What feels like it’s breaking you may be the very place where He meets you, restores you, and brings your life into focus.

“And my God will supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.” — Philippians 4:19

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart and her husband Mike Lee explore a question many believers wrestle with: why does sharing our faith feel so difficult?

Together they unpack the fears that often hold Christians back — fear of rejection, fear of offending others, and fear of not having the right answers.

Through powerful stories from global missions and personal experiences of grace and restoration, they reveal that sharing faith isn’t about pressure or persuasion. It’s about authenticity.

It’s about living in a way that reflects the love, hope, and peace of Christ.

For listeners who feel unqualified or hesitant to talk about Jesus, this episode offers a refreshing reminder: your story matters, and God can use even the most ordinary moments to point people toward Him.

Faith shared through love can change lives.

“You will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses…” (Acts 1:8)

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In this powerful episode of Out of Focus, Shannon sits down with Elizabeth to hear the redemptive story of a woman who spent years in the adult entertainment industry while silently battling shame, survival mode, and the deep ache of abandonment.

Elizabeth shares what it was like to grow up without her mother, be raised by her grandparents, wrestle with insecurity and abuse, become a teen mom, and eventually enter a world she never imagined for herself—all while still sensing that God had not completely let go of her.

One of the most moving parts of her story is the group of Christian women who came into the club simply to love, pray, and remind the women there that they were seen by God. Through conviction, grace, and the kindness of people who reflected Jesus, Elizabeth began to realize that her story was not over.

This episode is a raw and hope-filled reminder that no one is beyond the reach of God’s mercy.

It is for the woman carrying shame.

For the one who feels stuck.

For the one who thinks she has gone too far.

And for anyone who needs to be reminded that God still writes redemption stories.

Encouraging word:

What feels like the darkest chapter of your life may become the very place where God reveals His mercy most clearly.

Verse:

"Where in increased, grace abounded all the more." Romans 5:20

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In this powerful episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with DJ Svoboda—autism advocate, artist, speaker, and founder of Imagifriends of Imagiville—for a conversation filled with faith, compassion, and perspective-shifting truth.

DJ shares his heart behind his mission to promote autism acceptance and inclusion, helping others understand that autism is not something to be judged or criticized, but known and understood.

With sincerity and depth, he explains what sensory overload really feels like, why kindness matters so deeply, and how people with autism and special needs bring unique value to the world when they are given the chance to be known.

DJ also opens up about his faith in Jesus and how it sustained him through the loss of his mother, as well as the dreams he continues to pursue in honor of her legacy.

This episode is a reminder that true inclusion is rooted in love, that identity is found in Christ—not the world—and that being different is not a flaw, but often part of God’s design.

In this episode:

1. DJ shares the story behind Imagifriends of Imagiville
2. A deeper understanding of autism and sensory overload
3. The importance of kindness, inclusion, and compassion
4. Faith, grief, and honoring a loved one’s legacy
5. Identity in Christ and living with purpose
6. Encouragement for those who feel different or misunderstood

This conversation invites listeners to slow down, look deeper, and see people the way Jesus does.

To the one who feels unseen, different, or out of place—your life is not an accident.

You were created with intention.

You were created with purpose.

And your value is not determined by how well others understand you.

"I praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made." (Psalm 139:14)

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In this powerful and unexpectedly honest conversation on the Out of Focus Podcast, Shannon Stewart sits down with Leyicet Gokey to talk about the moment that changed her life forever — giving her life to Jesus without cleaning herself up first.

Leyicet shares how she got saved at 21, what it looked like to learn the Word from scratch, and how obedience shaped her identity in Christ. Together, Shannon and Leyicet unpack performance-driven faith, condemnation, spiritual pressure, and why so many Christians quietly feel like they’re not doing enough.

They talk about:

• Praying without ceasing in real life

• Letting God fight your battles

• Refusing offense in a culture of outrage

• Giving God the glory as protection against anxiety

• Living surrendered without striving

This episode is for anyone who feels spiritually “behind.”

You don’t have to prove yourself to God.

He meets you exactly where you are — and changes you from the inside out.

Scripture for this season:

"There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." -Romans 8:1

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart explores identity through a biblical lens—revealing how most identity struggles don’t begin with rebellion, but with disappointment, unmet expectations, and distorted views of God.

Drawing from Scripture, the Garden of Eden, Jesus’ temptation, and her own personal journey, Shannon explains how lies about God lead to confusion about self—and how clarity about God’s character restores peace, stability, and true identity.

This episode invites listeners to stop striving for self-discovery and instead return to the source: the unchanging truth of who God is.

When truth is restored, identity follows.

“You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you.” — Isaiah 26:3

If you’ve been feeling unsettled, unsure, or spiritually off-center, I want you to know—you’re not broken. You’re being invited back to the truth of who God is. And when you see Him clearly, you’ll begin to see yourself clearly too. Peace doesn’t come from figuring yourself out. It comes from fixing your eyes on Him.

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On this episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart sits down with Andrea Logan for a raw, hope-filled conversation about the wounds we hide and the God who heals what we thought would always hurt.

Andrea shares her journey from a traumatic childhood and an eating disorder to the chaos of Hollywood pressure—and the moment Jesus met her in the middle of it all. Together, Shannon and Andrea unpack abandonment, identity, spiritual warfare, forgiveness, and the exhausting trap of “trying to be perfect” to be loved… by people and by God. This isn’t a highlight reel. It’s the truth—told with grace.

If you’ve been carrying shame, battling your mind, or wondering if God is silent, this conversation will remind you: He’s not absent. He’s working. And the freedom you’re desperate for isn’t found in control—it’s found in Christ.

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” — Psalm 147:3

Friend, you are not too far gone and you are not too late. This is just one chapter—and God is still writing.

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In this powerful episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with fellow ANTM alum Jiana Davis to explore the hidden emotional and spiritual cost of performance, validation, and fame.

Entering the modeling world at a young and vulnerable age, Jiana found herself navigating identity through external feedback, striving for approval, and slowly drifting from the foundation she had been raised on.

Rather than revisiting sensational details, this conversation focuses on redemption, discernment, and the process of surrender that ultimately reshaped her life.

Together, Shannon and Jiana discuss:

• Growing up in complex family dynamics

• Modeling at a young age

• The psychological impact of reality television

• Social media pressure

• Spiritual drift and conviction

• Walking away from striving

• Finding peace in identity rooted in Christ

This is not an episode about bitterness.

It is an episode about rebuilding.

It is a reminder that performance does not produce peace — surrender does.

For anyone chasing validation in an industry, relationship, or achievement, this conversation offers hope: identity in Christ brings a steadiness the world cannot offer.

“He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion.” — Philippians 1:6

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her friend Jerry to share his powerful journey from religion to relationship—and how God met him in the middle of walking away, rebuilding his life, and rediscovering faith.

From growing up in a legalistic church to stepping away from God, navigating identity struggles, career shifts, and unexpected redemption, Jerry’s story is a reminder that God never wastes a season—and never gives up on His children.

This conversation explores:

• The difference between religion and relationship

• What grace looks like after wandering

• Why God doesn’t disqualify us—He restores us

• How God rewrites broken stories

• What it truly means to know God personally

This episode is honest, heartfelt, and full of hope for anyone who has ever wondered if God could still use them.

Scripture:

"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit." — Psalm 34:18

If you feel lost, unsure, or disconnected, this episode is a reminder: God is still writing your story.

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In this episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart is joined by her husband Mike for a candid conversation about legalism, judgment, and the life-changing freedom found in grace. Together, they unpack how fear-based religion can produce pride, insecurity, and constant guilt—and why Jesus isn’t after surface-level behavior modification, but heart transformation.

Mike shares stories from his upbringing in a highly legalistic environment, how those “fence rules” shaped his view of God, and how a mentor helped him finally understand grace in a way that changed both his faith and his ministry. The conversation also explores why Christians must be careful not to “throw stones,” how discernment differs from judgment, and practical steps for building a daily relationship with Jesus.

This episode offers clarity, conviction, and hope for anyone who feels stuck in performance-based faith or longs to experience the joy and stability that come from Christ-centered living.

Encouragement: You don’t have to earn God’s love. You don’t have to clean yourself up to come near. Grace meets you first—and changes you from the inside out.

“But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” — Romans 5:8

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In this special episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart sits down for an intimate conversation—this time in the interview seat—as her husband asks the questions that shaped her journey long before the spotlight.

From growing up in small-town Ohio to stepping onto the stage of America’s Next Top Model at a young age, Shannon reflects on faith, identity, and the quiet strength it took to hold onto her convictions in an industry that often demands compromise.

With honesty and humility, she shares what it meant to say no on national television, how success and disappointment reshaped her understanding of worth, and how God met her not just in moments of obedience—but also in seasons of wilderness, loss, and redemption.

This episode arrives just ahead of Shannon’s appearance in the Netflix docuseries Reality Check: Inside America’s Next Top Model (premiering February 16), offering listeners something deeper than headlines: the heart behind the choices, the lessons behind the pain, and the God who never stopped pursuing her.

Whether you’re navigating pressure, wrestling with identity, or wondering if obedience is worth the cost—this conversation is an invitation to rest in the truth that you are fully known and fully loved by God.

A word of encouragement:

If you feel unseen, disqualified, or defined by a chapter you wish you could erase—remember this: God is not finished with your story.

“He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” — Philippians 1:6

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In this powerful episode, Shannon Stewart sits down with Brian Parks—a former world champion fighter, professional football player, and successful entrepreneur—who watched his world collapse under the weight of pride, compromise, and bad decisions.

Brian shares how:

1. A childhood filled with sports, drive, and discipline formed his identity
2. Success in the health and fitness industry slowly turned into greed and “just a little more”
3. Gray-area decisions in business eventually landed him in federal prison
4. His first day behind bars triggered a panic attack that became a heart attack in a 6x9 cell
5. God met him in the darkest place—through the prayers of another inmate in solitary confinement
6. He was diagnosed with a rare blood cancer linked to steroid abuse
7. His wife served him separation papers while he was still incarcerated
8. God used heartbreak, loss, and time away from his family to completely realign his heart

Brian and Shannon talk candidly about:

1. The slow drift that leads to devastating choices
2. Why chasing “more” never satisfies
3. The difference between trying to change your spouse and letting God change you
4. How to rebuild trust when it’s been shattered
5. Why surrounding yourself with godly community is non-negotiable
6. How Brian now sees his company, DNA Fit Labs, as a way to help people steward their bodies and step into their God-given potential

If you’re:

1. Walking through the fallout of your own mistakes
2. Wondering if your marriage is beyond repair
3. Carrying shame from your past and questioning if God could ever use you again

…this conversation will remind you that redemption is not just an idea—it’s a Person.

“And I will restore to you the years that the locust has eaten.”

— Joel 2:25

Brian’s story is living proof that Jesus steps into prison cells, courtrooms, broken homes, and shattered hearts. Failure does not have to be the end of your story; in God’s hands, it can become the beginning of a brand-new chapter.

Be encouraged: no matter how far you’ve fallen, you are not disqualified. God still knows your name, still has a plan, and still specializes in bringing beauty from ashes. 🌱🤍

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her mother for an intimate and powerful conversation about the battle of the will, persistent prayer, and trusting God through long seasons of waiting.

After achieving what many would call the American dream, Shannon’s mom shares how emptiness led her to Christ—and how true transformation only came through surrender. Together, they reflect on decades of prayer for family members, learning to release control, and believing God is still working even when nothing appears to be changing.

This episode offers a rare, honest look at:

• surrendering the right to yourself

• Jesus as both Savior and Lord

• praying for loved ones without visible results

• trusting God’s timing over human urgency

• finding hope when faith feels costly

It is a testimony of endurance, grace, and the quiet faith that refuses to give up.

For anyone praying for a spouse, parent, child, or loved one— this episode is a reminder that as long as there is breath, there is hope.

"The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much." (James 5:16)

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Behind the smiles and the “happy, positive kid” image was a young man who felt trapped, exhausted, and convinced he would never be free. This honest conversation dives into the breaking point, the confession that changed everything, and the slow, beautiful process of healing that followed.

We unpack:

• How the addiction began and escalated

• The lies shame whispered for years

• The moment everything came into the light

• Confessing to his parents and calling Pastor Mike

• Joining Pure Desire and learning he wasn’t alone

• Boundaries and practical tools that protect his freedom

• Why he chose to be baptized again and what that meant

If you’ve ever felt stuck, ashamed, or like you’ve disappointed God too many times, this episode will breathe hope into your heart.

Encouragement:

Freedom is possible. God isn’t finished with your story. Every step you take toward the light is a victory.

Verse:

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” — Romans 8:1

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In this profoundly vulnerable episode, Shannon Stewart sits down with her husband, Mike, to share the story they once tried to bury — their fall, the depth of despair that followed, and the sacred journey that led them toward healing and restoration.

With humility and courage, they open the door to their darkest season, including Mike’s battle with suicidal thoughts, isolation, and the overwhelming belief that he had destroyed everything he loved. Together, they honestly address spiritual drift, the pressure of leadership, the cost of hidden pain, true repentance, and the relentless grace of God that met them in the rubble.

This is not a story of perfection — it is a testimony of redemption. A reminder that God does not waste broken places, and that even the most painful chapters can become holy when surrendered to Him.

⏱️ TIMESTAMPS

00:00 — The chapters they tried to forget

02:22 — Leadership, pressure, and early years

06:15 — The slow unraveling

10:10 — Losing joy

14:40 — The breaking point

19:05 — Collapse and exposure

23:55 — Public fallout

27:40 — Isolation and shame

32:10 — Words spoken in despair

35:45 — Suicidal breaking point

40:20 — Scripture in the darkness

43:55 — True repentance

48:30 — Rebuilding after the fall

52:55 — Grace in the ashes

57:10 — Hope for the hurting

Scripture + Encouraging Close:

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” — Psalm 147:3

If you feel defined by your failure, buried by shame, or convinced you’ve gone too far — let this be your reminder: grace still reaches you. The same God who restored what felt impossible in their story is still writing yours. You are seen. You are loved. And your story is not finished.

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On this episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart sits down with her America’s Next Top Model Season 1 castmate, Katie Cleary, for her first long-form conversation about the tragedy, grief, and redemption she walked through after the loss of both her husband and her first love — events that made headlines but never told the whole truth.

After years of public scrutiny, heartbreak, and a darkness that nearly overtook her, Katie shares how God met her on the floor of her kitchen, lifted her out of despair, and rebuilt her life piece by piece. This is not a Hollywood story — it’s a Holy Spirit story.

If you’ve ever felt broken beyond repair, overwhelmed by grief, or unsure if God still sees you… Katie’s testimony will remind you that there is no pit so deep that God’s love isn’t deeper still.

They discuss:

1. ANTM memories & early career
2. The pressure of public scrutiny
3. The tragic loss of her husband
4. Losing her first love weeks later
5. Hitting rock bottom
6. Crying out to God in absolute desperation
7. How Jesus rebuilt her life from the ground up
8. Finding purpose, identity, and healing
9. Faith after tragedy
10. Hope for anyone walking through grief

Timestamps

00:00 — Welcome

01:40 — ANTM memories & reconnecting after 20 years

06:15 — Life in entertainment & early career

12:40 — Marriage, private struggles & pressure

18:22 — The tragedy that changed everything

24:55 — Public scrutiny, rumors & media pain

30:40 — Losing her first love

35:18 — Hitting rock bottom

39:02 — Crying out to God

43:45 — A turning point in faith

47:01 — Rebuilding life with Jesus

52:14 — Purpose, healing & redemption

55:30 — Encouragement for anyone hurting

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” — Psalm 34:18

This conversation will break your heart and heal it at the same time — because the God who met Katie in the ashes is the same God who meets us in ours.

If someone you love is facing grief, tragedy, or a story too heavy to carry alone, share this with them. You never know what God might use to save a life.

***This episode includes sensitive topics, including suicide and grief.

If you are struggling with thoughts of self-harm, please reach out to someone you trust or contact your local crisis hotline. You are not alone, and your life has immeasurable worth.

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What if the goal for this year isn’t trying harder — but becoming more like Jesus?

On this New Year’s Eve episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her husband, Mike, to talk about what actually leads to lasting change. They discuss why most resolutions don’t last, how spiritual growth happens over time, and what it looks like to enter a new year with open hands instead of control.

They talk about:

• becoming more like Jesus

• trusting God when dreams die or take unexpected turns

• staying open to the “new thing” God wants to do

• finding joy that isn’t dependent on circumstances

Scripture to carry into the new year:

“He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it.” — Philippians 1:6

If you’re stepping into 2026 feeling hopeful, tired, uncertain, or somewhere in between — this episode is for you. God isn’t finished with you. Keep trusting Him. Keep walking forward.

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Mike explains why humanity needed saving, the evidence for Jesus’ resurrection, and how anyone can receive Him today. Shannon opens up about a time when she thought she had “ruined everything,” and how the same Jesus born in the manger became the Redeemer of her story.

This short, meaningful Christmas conversation is warm, nostalgic, and deeply hope-filled. It invites every listener — whether joyful, weary, lonely, or searching — to remember that Emmanuel means God with us, even now.

Timestamps:

00:00 — Childhood Christmas memories

02:00 — Finding joy in simple places

03:40 — “Jesus didn’t come because the world was worthy…”

05:00 — Emmanuel: God with us

06:00 — When Shannon felt too far gone

07:20 — Why we needed a Savior

08:10 — How to receive Jesus this Christmas

09:15 — Evidence for the resurrection

11:00 — Pride, surrender, and trust

12:30 — What salvation really means

14:00 — Encouragement for the brokenhearted

15:20 — Closing Scripture & Christmas blessing

Wherever you find yourself this Christmas — hopeful or hurting — Emmanuel means God with us.

And if Jesus came for the broken, that means He came for you.

"For the son of Man came to seek and to save the lost." (Luke 19:10)

Merry Christmas!!!

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In this thought-provoking episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Helen Bloom, who was born in the final years of the Soviet Union — a time and culture where religion was outlawed and belief in God was considered foolish and uneducated.

After moving to the U.S. as a child, Helen spent years convinced Christianity wasn’t intellectually credible… until a series of conversations, books, and undeniable moments began to shift her worldview. What unfolded is a remarkable story of curiosity, reason, and the gentle pursuit of God.

If you’ve ever wrestled with doubt, questioned faith, or wondered whether Christianity is reasonable — Helen’s journey will challenge, encourage, and surprise you.

They discuss:

• Growing up where faith was illegal
• Why she dismissed Christianity for years
• The intellectual evidence that made her think again
• How God pursued her through people + books
• Why faith isn’t blind — but deeply reasonable
• Encouragement for skeptics + new believers

“I thought faith was for the uneducated… until I started thinking.” — Helen Bloom

No matter where you are on your journey — keep asking, keep knocking. You may discover the One who’s been pursuing you all along.

Chapters

00:00 Welcome

03:15 Growing up in the Soviet Union

10:50 Religion outlawed — shaping her worldview

16:25 Coming to the U.S.

22:40 Why she rejected Christianity

29:10 Books + people God used

36:45 When reason met faith

43:20 Encouragement for skeptics

51:00 Helpful resources

56:10 Final encouragement

You are seen. You’re not alone.

Jesus welcomes the questioning heart.

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In this honest and hope-filled episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart sits down with Brittany Brower (America’s Next Top Model) to share the story the cameras never showed — one of fame, identity, and the long road from nightlife to surrender.

Brittany opens up about how chasing “fun” in L.A. left her empty, how God pursued her through the noise, and why the peace she has today as a wife and mom is worth everything she laid down.

This conversation is a reminder that you’re never too far gone — and that the life you actually want begins on the other side of surrender.

💬 If you’ve ever chased success and still felt empty, this episode will remind you where true peace is found.

They Discuss:

• Reality TV vs. reality: who you are beyond a TV edit
• Hitting rock bottom and hearing God in the dark
• Renewing your mind: Scripture, discipline, and daily presence with God
• Letting go of FOMO, people-pleasing, and old habits

“You’re not too far gone. Don’t waste another minute—jump all in and see where God takes you.” — Brittany Brower

Chapters

00:00 Welcome & ANTM Throwback

03:40 Identity, Labels & ‘Party Girl’ Narratives

06:58 Why Rewatching Reality TV Can Be Hard

13:05 The Drift: Fame, Fun, and Emptiness

19:00 Rock Bottom & The Gentle Pursuit of God

29:30 Daily Disciplines & Renewing Your Mind

37:20 Letting God Order Your Day

41:00 Friendships, FOMO & New Boundaries

51:20 “As for Me and My House…” (Joshua 24:15)

54:00 What’s Next & Full Surrender

When life feels out of focus, remember—grace is always in frame.



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On this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Jamie Lee, whose testimony is a powerful reminder that God still rescues, restores, and redeems. Jamie opens up about his journey through hidden sexual addiction and shame, and how it nearly destroyed his marriage—until Jesus met him in the darkest place.

What followed is nothing short of miraculous: forgiveness, transformation, restored identity, and a marriage rebuilt by grace.

This is more than a testimony—it’s an invitation into hope. Whether you’re battling secret sin, praying for a prodigal, or believing for healing in your marriage or family, Jamie’s story will stir your faith and remind you that Jesus still writes the best redemption stories.

They discuss:

– Hidden sexual addiction + shame

– When everything began to fall apart

– Joy’s prayers + spiritual warfare

– The moment God broke through

– Walking out healing, purity & identity in Christ

– Marriage restored & ministry birthed

“Jesus didn’t just save me — He restored everything I tried to destroy.”

Chapters

00:00 Welcome + Jamie’s introduction

02:10 The slide toward rock bottom

07:25 Hidden addiction & shame

12:40 When everything began to fall apart

18:15 Joy’s prayers + standing for her marriage

23:50 The turning point — God breaks through

29:05 Practical steps toward healing & purity

35:00 Restoring identity + walking in truth

40:22 Marriage rebuilt: the power of grace

45:38 Barn45 + ministry today

51:10 Encouragement if you’re stuck right now

54:25 Final words + prayer

No matter how far you’ve drifted, there is hope.

Jesus specializes in taking what’s broken and making it new.

You are seen. You are loved. You are never beyond redemption.

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In this warm and heartfelt Thanksgiving conversation, Shannon sits down with her husband, Pastor Mike Lee — a leader who spent years shepherding one of the largest churches in America and who has also walked through seasons of deep pain, quiet rebuilding, and unexpected grace.

Together, they reflect on gratitude, family traditions, the beauty of perspective, and giving thanks not just for all things… but in all things.

This episode is gentle, encouraging, and deeply relatable — offering hope for anyone navigating loneliness, weariness, or heaviness during the holidays.

Whether listeners are surrounded by family or spending the day quietly on their own, Shannon and Mike invite them to pause, breathe, and remember what truly matters.

Key Themes

• Giving thanks in every season

• Gratitude when life is difficult

• Perspective that brings peace

• Cherished memories & family traditions

• Acts of kindness that change lives

• The healing power of forgiveness

• Hope for those who feel alone

⏱️ TIMESTAMPS

00:00 — Thanksgiving Traditions & Black Friday Shopping

01:18 — Giving Thanks in All Circumstances

03:11 — Finding Gratitude in Difficult Times

04:34 — The Importance of Perspective

06:34 — Cherished Thanksgiving Memories

09:10 — Encouragement for the Lonely

11:21 — Acts of Kindness During the Holidays

13:00 — The Power of Forgiveness

13:56 — Finding Hope in Dark Times

14:53 — Cultivating a Grateful Heart

16:21 — Thanksgiving Favorites & Family Traditions

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” — Psalm 34:18

If this episode encourages you, share it with someone who may need comfort this holiday season.

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This episode is a reminder that no one is beyond the reach of God’s mercy—and that even the messiest parts of our story can become the most meaningful.

Joy opens up about growing up in church but battling insecurity, shame, and the lies of the enemy that followed her into adulthood. She shares her honest story of a marriage on the brink, an emotional breakdown that became her breakthrough, and the moment God turned desperation into deliverance.

In this Christian testimony, Joy reveals how God transformed her marriage, her faith, and her purpose through surrender and grace.

Together, Shannon and Joy talk about:

·      How God restores what feels too broken to repair

·      The power of confession, prayer, and obedience

·      What it means to live inside the “circle of blessability”

·      Turning daily discipline with God into delight

·      The incredible story behind Barn 45—a “heart hospital” where people around the world are finding hope, healing, and freedom in Jesus

“Breakdowns can become the doorway to breakthrough.” — Joy Lee

If you’ve ever questioned whether God could redeem your story, this episode will remind you: He still rebuilds what’s been torn down.

Chapters

00:00 Introduction & Guest Announcement

00:12 Joy’s Ministry & Impact

02:39 Early Life & Spiritual Struggles

03:06 Shame, Insecurity & the “Double Life”

07:00 Marriage and Early Challenges

08:09 Breaking Point & Divine Intervention

11:34 Joy’s Path to Healing

15:45 Her Husband’s Radical Encounter with God

21:50 Faith, Obedience & Daily Discipline

34:16 Choosing God First

35:11 Persistent Prayer

35:46 God’s Limitless Power

37:27 Spiritual Warfare

44:34 The Birth of Barn 45

50:44 Growth & Impact

51:32 Daily Bible Studies & Community

1:01:52 Final Encouragement

Scripture Anchors: Hebrews 6:19 • Genesis 50:20 • Matthew 6:5

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What if the only thing standing between you and death… was the name of Jesus?

In this gripping and emotional episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Lauren Depuy as she shares her story publicly for the very first time. From a childhood in church to being kidnapped and held captive by a violent abuser, Lauren’s journey is one of terror, spiritual warfare, and supernatural deliverance.

Starved, handcuffed, and trapped in fear, Lauren clung to one song — “There’s Just Something About That Name.” Each time she sang it, her abuser stopped. What she didn’t realize was that God’s presence was fighting for her.

This is not just a story of survival. It’s a testimony of a God who rescues, redeems, and restores — even from the darkest prisons.

🌟 In this episode, you’ll hear:

·      The red flags that led to a deadly relationship

·      The terrifying months of captivity and abuse

·      The power of Jesus’ name in moments of danger

·      The miraculous rescue that brought her home

·      How God turned trauma into a platform for hope and healing

If you’ve ever wondered whether your story is too broken to be redeemed, Lauren’s testimony will remind you — God’s love reaches the lowest places.

📖 Scripture Anchors: Psalm 23 · Isaiah 61:3 · Romans 8:28

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Annie for a raw and redemptive conversation about what happens when the dream changes. Annie opens up about the years she spent leading worship, the unexpected detour that left her questioning her purpose, and the quiet season where God reshaped her heart.

She gets honest about surrendering her plans, finding her identity apart from a platform, and rediscovering joy in the secret place. Now, through her music and story, Annie is helping others trust God when the path looks nothing like they imagined.

✨ In this episode:

·      When the dream dies but God’s plan lives on

·      Healing from disappointment and identity loss

·      Why hidden seasons are often preparation

·      How worship shifted from performance to intimacy

If you’ve ever asked “Did I miss it?” or wondered where God is in the silence, Annie’s story will remind you: the detour is still divine.

📖 Romans 8:28 | Isaiah 61:3

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At 22 years old, Rachel Martin thought she was chasing her dreams. What started as modeling opportunities quickly led to posing for Playboy, traveling the world, and living a lifestyle that looked glamorous on the outside — but left her broken and empty on the inside.

In this raw and powerful conversation, Shannon Stewart, host of Out of Focus, talks with Rachel about her incredible testimony of redemption. From her early faith in Georgia, to the compromises that led her down a path she never imagined, to the life-changing moment she surrendered fully to Jesus — Rachel’s story proves that no one is too far gone for God’s grace.

 In this episode, you’ll hear:

·      What it was really like behind the scenes as a Playboy model

·      How shame, guilt, and broken identity weighed on her heart

·      The miraculous turning points where God spared her life

·      How Jesus brought her healing, forgiveness, and true freedom

·      The beauty of grace: from the cover of Playboy to the cover of Today’s Christian Woman

If you’ve ever wondered, “Can God still love me after what I’ve done?” — this episode will encourage you that the answer is YES. Through Jesus, your past does not define you.

Scripture anchors: Isaiah 61:3, Romans 8:1, 1 John 1:9

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“She tapped on the bus window… and I froze.”

In Part 2, Lauren shares how ex-military rescuers, a praying mom, and the hand of God came together in a miraculous mission that set her free. But the rescue was just the beginning—her story of healing, forgiveness, and redemption is even more powerful.

Discover:

• The daring bus hijacking and border escape
• The power of prayer and fasting in spiritual warfare
• How God walked Lauren through grief, anger, and forgiveness
• Why your story is never too broken for redemption

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In Part 1 of this gripping testimony, Lauren reveals:

• Her experience being taken overseas as a child
• The confusion of navigating a new culture and faith
• The desperation of her mom’s prayers and fasting
• How God began orchestrating a rescue no one thought possible

🎧 Listen now and share this powerful story of hope, faith, and redemption.

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Together, they discuss:

·      Why God’s Word never changes

·      How compromise can sneak into our lives

·      The dangers of redefining truth to fit culture

·      The freedom and peace that come from living anchored in Christ

This powerful conversation is a reminder that while trends fade and opinions change, God’s truth remains the same. Whether you’re facing pressure at work, school, or in relationships, this episode will encourage you to stay rooted in Scripture and trust the One who never changes.

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In this raw and honest episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Destry to hear his powerful story of redemption. He shares how God met him at rock bottom, the kindness of strangers who introduced him to forgiveness, and the grace that changed everything.

Today, Destry is a husband, father, and business owner who points his life back to the One who restores.

If you’ve ever felt unworthy, broken, or beyond repair, this episode will remind you: God still has a plan, and He can redeem every story.

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with her husband, Pastor Mike Lee, for an honest, lighthearted, and deeply encouraging conversation about marriage, ministry, and faith.

You’ll hear the surprising story of why Mike once said he would never pastor again—and how God changed his heart. Together, Shannon and Mike talk about:

·      The biggest surprises (and challenges) of starting a new church from scratch

·      What it’s really like doing ministry as a married couple

·      The behind-the-scenes struggles most people never see

·      Rapid-fire fun: Who forgets important dates, who starts dance parties, and who always wants dessert first

·      A powerful encouragement from Psalm 23 about God’s goodness and mercy chasing us

This episode will make you laugh, nod your head, and leave you reminded that God uses real, imperfect people to show His grace.

👉 Don’t miss this mix of humor, vulnerability, and truth. Subscribe to Out of Focus with Shannon Stewart on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Amazon Music, or YouTube for more episodes about faith, marriage, and living unfiltered with grace.

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart takes a deep look at what Jesus really meant. She unpacks the culture, the context, and the heart of God—and by the end, many listeners may breathe a sigh of relief they’ve been holding for years.

You’ll discover:

·      Why Jesus confronted casual divorce in His time

·      What the Pharisees got wrong about marriage and the law

·      Why adultery is not the “unpardonable sin”

·      How God’s grace restores and frees us after failure

If you’ve carried shame from divorce or remarriage, this conversation will remind you: you are not beyond forgiveness, and you are not disqualified from God’s love or calling.

“As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us.” (Psalm 103:12)

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In this powerful and unfiltered episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Catherine to talk through her journey of loss, faith, and hope. Catherine opens her heart about:

·      Wrestling with anger at God while still holding on to faith

·      The unexpected waves of grief that strike when you least expect them

·      The simple yet life-giving ways friends carried her through

·      How she now lives with renewed hope and purpose in Christ

Her story is honest, raw, and full of grace—a reminder that it’s okay to bring our questions and heartbreak to God, because He never leaves us.

If you’ve ever walked through loss, or loved someone who has, Catherine’s testimony will give you courage, comfort, and the assurance that hope is still possible.

In this special episode of Out of Focus, Shannon sits down with her husband, Mike Lee, to talk about the often-overlooked warning signs of burnout and how to fight back with grace, wisdom, and God’s Word.

Together, they talk about:

• The subtle signs of burnout (and why leaders often miss them)
• What Elijah’s breakdown teaches us about exhaustion and depression
• Why ministry without rest leads to emptiness
• How couples can recognize burnout in each other and respond with grace
• The role of private worship and community in restoring our souls
• Practical ways to refill your tank when life feels overwhelming

If you’ve ever felt tired, spiritually dry, or “out of focus,” this conversation will remind you: you don’t have to keep running on empty. Jesus invites you to the table—even in the middle of the battle.

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In this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart—former America’s Next Top Model runner-up and Miss Ohio USA—opens up about her own experience with drift, sin, and the redeeming grace of Jesus.

She shares how small cracks in marriage, emotional disconnection, and spiritual dryness opened the door to temptation. This isn’t shared as an excuse, but as a warning. If you recognize signs of drift in your own life, you can take action before it’s too late.

Listeners will hear what Shannon wishes she had done differently, practical ways to guard the heart, and a powerful reminder that no marriage and no soul are ever beyond God’s reach.

If this episode encourages you, consider sharing it with a friend and leaving a review so more people can discover the hope of God’s redeeming grace.

In this moving conversation with my mom, you’ll hear how she went from religion without relationship to a life fully surrendered to Jesus—no turning back.

In this heartfelt and deeply personal episode of Out of Focus, I sit down with the woman who has shaped my faith more than anyone else—my mother. From her devout Catholic upbringing to the moment she surrendered her life to Christ, she shares the raw and beautiful journey of finding a real relationship with Him.

We talk about:

Growing up in a religious home but not knowing the Gospel

The unexpected encounter at work that led her to the Bible

The cost of following Jesus when family doesn’t understand

How to keep your heart focused in a world full of distractions

Why prayer has become her lifeline (and how she prays for decades without giving up)

The daily habits that keep her faith strong

Whether you’ve walked with God for years, are just starting to seek Him, or feel “out of focus” in your spiritual life, this conversation will encourage you to press in, pursue truth, and hold on to the One who never lets go.

📖 Key Verses: Jeremiah 29:13, John 6:63, James 4:6, Philippians 4:6–7

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📲 Let’s connect! Send me your thoughts on Instagram: @_shannon_stewart

In this powerful first episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart—former America’s Next Top Model finalist and Miss Ohio USA runner-up—opens up about the slow unraveling that led to an affair she never imagined… and the mercy that met her in the middle of it.

This episode isn’t about defending what she did.

It’s about telling the truth—with honesty, humility, and hope.

In this episode, Shannon shares:

-A childhood encounter with Jesus that changed everything

-The pressure behind the “good girl” image

-Her battle with crippling anxiety

-The emotional drift that led to compromise

-How God carried her shame and began the process of restoration

This isn’t a comeback story.

It’s a grace story.

If you’ve ever questioned whether God could still use you after failure… this episode will remind you that shame doesn’t have the final say. God does.

I’m Shannon Stewart — runner-up on America’s Next Top Model, Miss Ohio USA, and a woman who once tried to earn love through performance.

In this short trailer, I’ll give you a glimpse of what this podcast is all about: real stories, deep truth, radical grace.

If you’ve ever wondered whether your story still matters… I promise you, it does. And you’re not alone.

New episodes coming soon! I can’t wait to walk this journey of grace with you.