PIERCE OF MIND PODCAST

Joint Sessions 12: When Love and Exhaustion Collide

mathew pierce — Fri, 15 Aug 2025 10:55:00 -0400

In this raw and heartfelt episode of "Pierce of Mine," Mat delves into the complexities of loving someone while navigating your own personal storms. Through candid reflections on his marriage, Mat explores the emotional toll of supporting a partner when both are struggling. He shares insights on the exhaustion that can intertwine with love, the importance of communication, and the difficult journey of finding balance between self-care and being there for someone else. Join Mat as he opens up about the lessons learned and the path to healing, offering listeners a sense of connection and understanding in their own relationships.

Joint Sessions 11: From Rock Bottom to Resilience: A Story of Survival

mathew pierce — Fri, 01 Aug 2025 20:38:00 -0400

In this deeply personal episode, Mat opens up about his struggles with vulnerability, isolation, and mental health. He reflects on a recent moment of despair that nearly led him to give up, but ultimately chose to stay for the sake of his loved ones. Throughout the conversation, he explores the importance of connection, the challenges of depression, and the fear of abandonment that affects his relationships. Mat emphasizes the need for honesty and authenticity in sharing his journey, while also expressing hope for the future and the possibility of finding a supportive community.

Joint Sessions 10: Too Honest: When Speaking Up Costs You Everything

mathew pierce — Fri, 25 Jul 2025 00:00:00 -0400

In this joint session, Mat gets real about what it costs to speak your truth in a world where friendships are fragile and free speech feels weaponized. From losing lifelong friends over one opinion to unpacking the loneliness that follows, this episode dives headfirst into the emotional chaos of being honest when it's easier to stay quiet. Raw, vulnerable, unfiltered—and absolutely necessary.

Joint Sessions 9: Who do I text now

mathew pierce — Fri, 18 Jul 2025 18:05:00 -0400

In this heartfelt conversation, Mathew Pierce explores the emotional turmoil of navigating life after a breakup. He reflects on the struggle of finding someone to share moments with, the loneliness that comes with healing, and the challenges of letting go of past relationships. Mathew candidly discusses his feelings of isolation, the impact of memories, and the difficulty of trusting again as he contemplates future relationships. Through humor and vulnerability, he shares his journey of self-discovery and the importance of staying true to oneself during tough times.

Joint Sessions 8: The Moment That Shook Me

mathew pierce — Fri, 11 Jul 2025 00:00:00 -0400

In this heartfelt conversation, Mathew Pierce reflects on his feelings of loss and regret regarding his estranged daughter, the challenges of facing financial instability and health issues, and the importance of embracing vulnerability and personal growth. He shares his journey of self-discovery, the pain of missing out on important moments in his daughter's life, and the realization that healing and growth come with their own set of challenges. Mathew emphasizes the need for self-acceptance and kindness towards oneself and others as he navigates through life's complexities.

JOINT SESSIONS 7: I want to be in Onderland

mathew pierce — Sat, 05 Jul 2025 00:24:00 -0400

In this conversation, Mathew Pierce discusses various personal experiences and reflections, including the importance of preparation in projects like building a fire pit, the subconscious behaviors related to self-image, emotional processing during therapy, the impact of television on feelings, struggles with depression, and aspirations for the future. He shares insights on how to handle emotions and the significance of feedback from listeners.

Joint sessions 6: The old me is dead

mathew pierce — Sat, 28 Jun 2025 02:05:00 -0400

In this episode, Mathew Pierce shares his personal struggles with health, relationships, and self-identity. He reflects on his journey of transformation, the challenges of communication in relationships, and the importance of taking responsibility for one's actions. Mathew discusses his weight loss journey, the fears he faces regarding his health, and the significance of love and connection in life. Through candid storytelling, he emphasizes the need for personal growth and the value of expressing love to those around us.

Joint Chats #5: I need a cuddle buddy.

mathew pierce — Tue, 24 Jun 2025 00:30:00 -0400

In this episode of Joint Chats, Mathew Pierce shares his thoughts on Father's Day, reflecting on its significance compared to Mother's Day. He discusses the joys and challenges of homeownership, including his newfound love for Home Depot. Mathew also highlights the uplifting power of music in transforming his day and shares heartfelt stories about his pets, emphasizing the emotional connections they bring. As he navigates personal growth and potential changes in his living situation, he reflects on the joy and nostalgia that his dogs provide.

Joint Chats 4: Striving for Positivity

mathew pierce — Fri, 20 Jun 2025 17:00:00 -0400

In this episode, Mathew Pierce shares his personal reflections on life, work, and relationships while enjoying a joint. He discusses the nostalgia of meaningful work experiences, the challenges of loneliness, and the importance of social connections. Mathew also reflects on his physical health journey, navigating relationships, and the complexities of marriage and divorce. He expresses excitement for the upcoming football season and shares thoughts on self-reflection and personal identity as he looks towards the future.

Takeaways

Mathew reflects on the importance of social connections in the workplace.
He shares nostalgic memories of past jobs that were meaningful and fun.
Loneliness has been a significant challenge for him, especially on Father's Day.
Physical health improvements have led to a newfound sense of confidence.
He struggles with eating habits and the perception of others regarding his eating.
Mathew expresses a desire for deeper connections and friendships.
He discusses the excitement of the upcoming football season as a highlight.
Reflections on his first crush reveal insights into his romantic past.
Thoughts on marriage and divorce lead to a proposal for marriage licenses.
Mathew contemplates living abroad as a way to rediscover himself.

Joint Chats 3: High Mileage & Higher Vibes: Mat Pierce on Movement, Mindset, and Momentum

mathew pierce — Fri, 13 Jun 2025 00:30:00 -0400

In this laid-back but powerful episode, Mathew Pierce fires up both the mic and the mindset as he reflects on one of his most unexpected breakthroughs yet. What started as a chill morning with the pups and a flat tire turned into a full-blown 20.4-mile bike ride—right after saying he’d hit that goal by the end of summer.

Between deep inhales and even deeper reflections, Mat talks about his journey from nearly being a statistic to becoming a story of perseverance. He opens up about fear, health, confidence, and learning to be visible in a world that too often overlooks people who are still figuring it all out.

Key Takeaways:

🚴‍♂️ From flat tire to full ride—proof that progress doesn’t wait
🌬️ Sometimes the best thoughts come mid-hit and mid-ride
🐶 Why dog walks, bike trails, and little wins matter
💬 Learning to face rejection and meet life with boldness
🧠 Thoughts on weight loss, weed, and emotional clarity
💥 How showing up as you are is the real power move

The Struggles of Socializing and Relationships

mathew pierce — Tue, 10 Jun 2025 00:00:00 -0400

Summary

In this candid conversation, Mathew Pierce shares his experiences with social anxiety, personal growth, and the challenges of navigating relationships. He reflects on his attempts to socialize, the emotional support he finds in his pets, and his journey towards authenticity and self-acceptance. Mathew discusses the complexities of dating and the desire for genuine connections while also addressing his health journey and the impact of his past on his present interactions.

Running Towards Change: Mathew's 5K Experience

mathew pierce — Fri, 06 Jun 2025 23:08:00 -0400

In this episode, Mathew Pierce shares his transformative journey to Tampa, where he participated in his first 5K run after significant weight loss. He reflects on the meaningful connections he made during the trip, including inspiring conversations with fellow travelers and the joy of completing the race. Mathew also recounts his experience at a Jelly Roll concert and a memorable swim with manatees, all while navigating personal challenges and trust issues. The episode concludes with Mathew's thoughts on future aspirations and the importance of authenticity in his life.

PIERCE OF MIND PODCAST #153

mathew pierce — Sat, 20 Jul 2024 12:05:00 -0400

The conversation covers various topics including the movie 'Axel Foley', Eddie Murphy's return to stand-up comedy, the attempted shooting of Donald Trump, redistricting, and discussions about WWE wrestling. The hosts share their opinions and speculate on different scenarios related to these topics. The conversation covers a wide range of topics, including TV shows, movies, and sports. They discuss their favorite shows like The Newsroom, The Boys, and That '70s Show. They also talk about upcoming movies and their viewing habits. The conversation shifts to sports, with a focus on football and the Olympics. They discuss the dominance of Team USA in football and the perception of other countries. They also touch on the political and social issues surrounding certain athletes. The conversation concludes with a discussion about fitness and their goals for physical activity.

Everything and the kitchen sink

mathew pierce — Tue, 25 Jun 2024 08:33:00 -0400

The conversation covers various topics including buying steaks, dealing with hot weather, home improvement plans, the AFC North division, stadium renovations, ticket prices, and childhood memories. The hosts discuss their experiences with buying steaks from steak trucks, grinding up leftover steaks to make hamburger helper, and dealing with a broken air conditioner. They also talk about their plans for home improvement, including moving the furnace to create a new bathroom. The conversation then shifts to the AFC North division and the possibility of the teams being featured on the show Hard Knocks. They discuss the potential challenges of filming all four teams and share their opinions on the teams' performances. The hosts also express their thoughts on stadium renovations, ticket prices, and the affordability of attending games and movies. They reminisce about their childhood experiences, including stealing baseball gloves and using layaway for Christmas shopping. The conversation ends with a discussion about the hosts' future plans, including starting a photography business for end-of-life pet pictures and making all-natural dog treats. In this part of the conversation, Mathew and Kevin discuss their dreams and aspirations, reminisce about past experiences, and talk about their home improvement projects. They also touch on their financial responsibilities and their lack of expertise in certain areas, such as car repairs and home renovations. The conversation covers various topics including personal anecdotes, discussions about quarterbacks in the NFL, and the impact of contracts on team building. The hosts also touch on the importance of leadership and consistency in successful organizations. They speculate on the future of certain quarterbacks and the potential for a separate salary cap for quarterbacks.

Kevin Tenney Returns

mathew pierce — Fri, 31 May 2024 19:17:00 -0400

In this conversation, Mathew and Kevin catch up after a long time and discuss various topics. Mathew talks about his renewed interest in podcasting and his newfound energy after losing weight. They also discuss their experiences with gambling and the dangers of getting addicted to it. The conversation then shifts to Terrence Howard's interview on the Joe Rogan podcast, where he discusses his patents and the controversy surrounding his departure from the Iron Man franchise. Mathew recommends watching the interview. They also briefly talk about their plans for the future and the challenges of losing weight. The conversation covers various topics including struggles in everyday life, the challenges of finding time for exercise, the importance of eating well, the Cleveland Clinic's reputation, the experience of owning a new dog, and discussions about comedy shows and comedians.

Trigger Warning!!!

mathew pierce — Mon, 27 May 2024 00:00:00 -0400

In this part of the conversation, Mathew and Matthew discuss various topics, including their appreciation for a band called Haile Suspect, their friend Kevin Tenney's loss, their upcoming announcements, their lack of talent, the idea of combining a dispensary and a car dealership, the privilege and success of basketball player Caitlin Clark, and the controversial statements made by Harrison Butker. They express their support for Caitlin Clark and criticize the negative reactions to her success. They also discuss the importance of allowing women to pursue their own paths and make their own choices. The conversation covers various topics including personal opinions, white privilege, Colin Kaepernick, George Floyd, immigration, and the potential for a civil war. The speakers express their discomfort with being associated with certain viewpoints and emphasize the importance of understanding different perspectives. They discuss the controversies surrounding Colin Kaepernick's protest and the George Floyd biopic. They also touch on the issues of immigration and the impact of drug cartels on neighboring countries. The conversation ends with a lighthearted discussion about the movie 'Bad Boys for Life.' In this conversation, Mathew Pierce shares a personal story about a contentious situation with his ex-partner involving their daughter. He recounts an incident where he was arrested for domestic mischief and the misunderstandings that led to the arrest. The conversation then transitions to a discussion about the Joe Rogan podcast with Terrence Howard and his unconventional theories about mathematics and the universe. The hosts express their intrigue and skepticism about Howard's ideas.

Friendships Loss and political candidates are a fail

mathew pierce — Mon, 20 May 2024 00:15:00 -0400

In this conversation, Mat and Matthew discuss various topics including Mat's struggles with his post-op diet, the potential legalization of marijuana, the concept of free speech, and their thoughts on political candidates. They also touch on the influence of social media algorithms and the importance of voting in local elections. The conversation highlights the importance of open-mindedness and the need to consider different perspectives. The conversation covers various topics including social media censorship, personal relationships, politics, education, and housing prices. The speakers express their frustration with social media platforms banning users based on their views and opinions. They also discuss the breakdown of a long-term friendship due to differing political beliefs. The conversation touches on the need for respectful dialogue and the importance of supporting and loving one's children regardless of their lifestyle choices. The speakers also share personal anecdotes and reminisce about past experiences. Overall, the conversation highlights the complexity of modern society and the challenges individuals face in navigating different perspectives.

Reunion and Reflections with Matt Mondragon

mathew pierce — Sun, 12 May 2024 00:45:00 -0400

After a year-long hiatus, Mathew Pierce and Matthew Mondragon reconnect and discuss their personal lives, including their job situations and the challenges they face. They reflect on the importance of mental health and the need to open up and seek support. They also share their love for professional wrestling and TV shows. The conversation highlights the desire to put down roots and be a part of their communities. The conversation covers various topics including the rising prices of fast food, getting matching tattoos, and political opinions. The speakers discuss the increasing cost of fast food and how it is pricing out customers. They also talk about their experiences with tattoos and the fear of getting matching tattoos with their partners. The conversation then shifts to politics, with the speakers expressing their opinions on Biden and abortion. They discuss the importance of being open to changing opinions and the need for respectful dialogue.

#147 Return to the real world

mathew pierce — Wed, 21 Jun 2023 21:16:00 -0400

Back to the real world! Let’s talk about leaving the safety of treatment and jumping back into the grind.

Rigid rules

mathew pierce — Tue, 21 Mar 2023 19:00:00 -0400

The podcast features Mat Pierce who has gone into treatment and discusses his experience with the rules and regulations. I was hoping to move up to phase two, which would allow me to have my headphones and phone in between group sessions. However, I was told that the staff and community would have to approve my request, which frustrated me. I express my frustration with the rigid rules of the treatment center and how it hinders my recovery at times. I feel like I am not being heard or supported and am worried that my negative thoughts might cause me to be kicked out of the program.

adjustment period

mathew pierce — Mon, 20 Mar 2023 09:00:00 -0400

Introduction:

Hello, and welcome back to our podcast. Today, we will be discussing some topics that we hope will resonate with many of our listeners. We'll be exploring the need for testing relationships, adjusting to a new treatment center, and the challenges of reuniting with family members after an extended period living apart.

Many of us have probably experienced that feeling of wanting to test our relationships – whether it's with romantic partners or friends. Some people might do this to see how much someone really cares about them, or to push boundaries and see where someone's limits are. However, this behavior can often be harmful to both parties and can lead to a breakdown in trust. We'll be discussing why we might feel the need to test relationships and how we can overcome this behavior.

Moving to a new treatment center or therapy program can be a challenging experience, especially when it comes to adapting to new rules and routines. It can be challenging to let go of familiar ways of doing things and embracing a new way of living. We'll be sharing some tips on how you can adjust to a new treatment center or therapy program while maintaining a positive attitude and mindset.

During the pandemic, many families were separated and forced to live apart for extended periods. While it might be exciting to finally be reunited with loved ones, it can also be a challenging experience. Everyone has been living their own lives for months, and it can take some time to adjust to living together again. We'll be discussing some strategies to help you navigate this transition and make the most of your time with your loved ones.

That's all we have time for today. We hope you found our podcast insightful and informative. If you have any thoughts or questions, please leave them in the comments section. Don't forget to subscribe to our podcast and stay tuned for more episodes to come. Until next time, take care!

Week 1 in php

mathew pierce — Fri, 10 Mar 2023 23:27:00 -0400

This episode we discuss our first week in PHP and whether or not, it meant our expectations. Also discuss my desire to reconnect with my daughter, and how people are surprised by my uncomfortable honesty.

Surgery reflection time

mathew pierce — Tue, 07 Mar 2023 18:54:00 -0400

Kim and I discuss how we felt going into surgery and the relief we felt afterwards. My mission to prove my former treatment team wrong.

West bound and down

mathew pierce — Tue, 28 Feb 2023 21:08:00 -0400

Today we discuss our trip across the country as we head to our new treatment center in Utah, to continue our journey, to a healthy relationship with food. We discuss the definite need for two ply in gas station bathrooms, as well as topics coming up on future episodes.

Determination born from their doubt!

mathew pierce — Sat, 25 Feb 2023 02:08:00 -0400

Today I had a surgery that, honestly, I did not think I was coming out of. I went to sleep full of doubt and fear, and woke up with a fire and determination to prove all the doubters, doctors, treatment centers, and everyone that said I was too big to help wrong. The plan moving forward is to prove them all wrong every day, to show them that I do have worth, and that I am deserving of life, no matter what the fuck they think.

Good news

mathew pierce — Wed, 22 Feb 2023 23:15:00 -0400

Today’s episode, I talk about surgery on Friday, and my fears of that surgery and how nice it will be to have someone there when I wake up from surgery.

Also, we talk about where we will be going for PHP, and with that looks like for the next couple of months.

I take some time to recognize, however, I am even though I don’t understand why.

The stress is real

mathew pierce — Tue, 21 Feb 2023 21:56:00 -0400

48 hours and counting until we have to have a direction yet still we have no idea what we’re doing the next few months. God help us all!

Kim Pierce pt2

mathew pierce — Tue, 21 Feb 2023 16:29:00 -0400

Kim and I discuss the stress of trying to find a path forward before my discharge date.

My wife gives her perspective

mathew pierce — Fri, 17 Feb 2023 10:53:00 -0400

Kim drops in to let us know how she’s feeling about everything going on. Talks about how she’s feeling selfish thinking about what she’s going to do when I’m gone. So nice having her on can’t wait to have her back.

It’s a waiting game

mathew pierce — Wed, 15 Feb 2023 22:43:00 -0400

Another day another meeting. We discussed what happened in today’s meeting our options really forward, my bench, who am I? I’m not fat, Mat with an eating disorder?

Not what I hoped, but we found out some direction kind of today

mathew pierce — Tue, 14 Feb 2023 21:04:00 -0400

Today we found out that PHP was not a possibility, and we are limited on options of where to go. Also, we talk about the possibility of a emergency surgery.

Looking for a will to live

mathew pierce — Mon, 13 Feb 2023 21:52:00 -0400

Tonight we’re talking about probably the worst night of my life. What things look like moving forward, and a big meeting I have tomorrow morning.

Have I hit rock bottom? I think so.

mathew pierce — Sat, 11 Feb 2023 23:15:00 -0400

Tonight we discuss I want I am getting a handle on being dropped and unable to go to PHP you too who knows what reason. Also, we discussed today’s lessons learned a group.

I quess I am easily disposible

mathew pierce — Thu, 09 Feb 2023 21:54:00 -0400

Today I felt like my light was not only dimmed, but somebody took a hammer to the ball, and it was broken forever.

You say it best when you say nothing at all

mathew pierce — Wed, 08 Feb 2023 21:41:00 -0400

I’ve taken the short oath of silence outside of treatment, and this podcast
why is everyone trying to kill me in my dreams
Idiocracy the movie is it becoming real?

Episode 130 Productive Day

mathew pierce — Tue, 07 Feb 2023 22:08:00 -0400

In the great words of ice cube today was a good day. Made some progress with my treatment team and had a great group chat in the morning I’m done.

EPISODE 129- TRYING NOT TO FORGET

mathew pierce — Mon, 06 Feb 2023 22:00:00 -0400

Today’s episode and talk about the struggles of my sickness

Episode 128 P.O.M: Sunday Funday

mathew pierce — Sun, 05 Feb 2023 21:49:00 -0400

Today would jump into my trip at the hospital, my time left here at residential and finally we get into the idea of spirituality.

Episode 127 Restoration Saturday

mathew pierce — Sat, 04 Feb 2023 21:42:00 -0400

Another Saturday in treatment. Enjoyed some fun community interaction.

Episode 126:Treament Journey- Family Therapy

mathew pierce — Fri, 03 Feb 2023 22:36:00 -0400

We bounce around and touch many stones on this one. ENJOY!

Let there be a light!

mathew pierce — Thu, 02 Feb 2023 22:03:00 -0400

Todays episode we actually get some good news.

Decompensation Station

mathew pierce — Tue, 24 Jan 2023 22:43:00 -0400

Got some rough news today. It looks like I have fallen into stage one of decompensation, and I needed to get it off my chest. Not the way I wanted to return to the show. But here we are.

Don't forget to like, subscribe, and share.

Before I go: Adolescence part 2

mathew pierce — Wed, 26 Jan 2022 21:31:00 -0400

In May of 2021 I was diagnosed with Late Stage Liver Disease and and stage 4 Cirrhosis of the liver, Then in October of 2021 I was also diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure, and my kidneys are not functioning properly. I have been informed that, at some point, in the near future I will require a liver transplant to extend my stay on the side of the living.

This podcast is an audible depiction of who I was, who I am, and who I wish I could be. It is my way of reaching out to my estranged daughter, with the hope of building any kind of relationship. It's an opportunity for my son to know what made the man who raised him, its something for my friends to share and stay connected with me after I am gone.

Finally it's a way for me to tell my story unfiltered and without regrets.

Much love to anyone who takes the time to listen to this series.

Before I go the adolescent years Part 1

mathew pierce — Fri, 07 Jan 2022 16:04:00 -0400

Finally it's a way for me to tell my story unfiltered and without regrets.

Much love to anyone who takes the time to listen to this series.

Before I Go Episode 2 with Kimberly Clayton Pierce

mathew pierce — Tue, 21 Dec 2021 11:54:00 -0400

in May of 2021 I was diagnosed with Late Stage Liver Disease and and stage 4 Cirrhosis of the liver, Then in October of 2021 I was also diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure, and my kidneys are not functioning properly. I have been informed that, at some point, in the near future I will require a liver transplant to extend my stay on the side of the living.

Finally it's a way for me to tell my story unfiltered and without regrets.

Much love to anyone who takes the time to listen to this series.

Before I go Episode 1. with my favorite human Kim Pierce

mathew pierce — Thu, 16 Dec 2021 18:51:00 -0400

In the last 7 months, I have been diagnosed with Late Stage Liver Disease and and stage 4 Cirrhosis of the liver, Congestive Heart Failure, and my kidneys are not functioning properly. I have been informed that, at some point, in the near future I will require a liver transplant to extend my stay on the side of the living.

Finally it's a way for me to tell my story unfiltered and without regrets.

Much love to anyone who takes the time to listen to this series.

Super Wildcard Weekend Preview

mathew pierce — Sat, 09 Jan 2021 12:13:00 -0400

Taking a deep dive into this years NFL playoff bracket with my good friend @kevintenney01.

I was sick and its not RONA

mathew pierce — Thu, 17 Dec 2020 14:45:00 -0400

Chatting with Kevin about the NFL so far and wondering if aliens are real

Its all about the music baby!!!

mathew pierce — Mon, 20 Apr 2020 00:00:00 -0400

All new episode, we try to power through the pandemic by reviewing our favorite songs. We also found out some basic truths about our friends,

Brian probably would have bullied me in school
Kevin is a closet gangster hillbilly
I am a basic bitch

Episode 2

mathew pierce — Fri, 10 Apr 2020 12:55:00 -0400

Today I am joined by a couple of returning guest, Kevin Tenney, and Brian WIllis. Brian also brought along his friend Mike, who is also a host on the Fantasy Footballers podcast. On today's episode we cover the following.

Corona is ruining all my sports
Why do we allow non-essentials to live in our cities
Will Baker Mayfield bounce back
Is Kyle Murray a bust?
Wisconsin allows forces people to get out and vote in the Corona Crisis.

Burning Bridges

mathew pierce — Mon, 06 Apr 2020 06:00:00 -0400

sweet baby jest